REALLY????

As I flipped through pictures of my class and our recent gardening adventures I was unfortunate enough to come upon this. And all I could think of was---REALLY????? This is not what I see when I have on the appropriate undergarments, the figure flattering cuts of clothing and hold everything in just right-but this is what is really there-and that is SC-ARY!! I am so super frustrated with myself, with my lack of self-control and my overall attitude! Yick-that's all I can think. Not only have I not lost baby weight from 4 1/2 years ago-but now I've added to it and not added another baby. Yes, I've been busy-Yes, I've had numerous health issues-but holy canoli- at some point this has to be taken care of or my health is going to be even worse. Don't get me wrong-I've known for a while that I needed to get back on the band wagon! It seems something always shoves me off when I am doing well-ie-mass on liver-2 surgeries, etc. etc. I can't even believe I am putting this picture up-but maybe if I plaster it here for the world to see I'll be a little more motivated to make sure that there's less of me to see :)

A New Adventure

Well, I'm starting a new adventure. One I've never been on before: Weight Watchers. Thankfully I'm taking this journey with two great friends who are going to hold my hands the entire way, they promised. We were supposed to take before pictures last night after our first meeting and the last supper, but we forgot in our silly stupor!! We will get to it, I definitely want to be able to document the change together!!! I am so excited to start something and have people to support me along the way :) So here goes week 1 my first goal is 21 pounds, I'm going to see if I can find a ticker!!